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Okay. I love my real life friends. I really do. But sometimes, I wonder, what exactly am I to them? I try to be the nicest I can to them, to make them feel like I'm worthy of being their friend, and of course they have their nice side most of the time, but there are these moments where they get really obnoxious and mean. Let's name one of them Platypus and the other Charlie the Unicorn.
So we were making decisions for high school, and I was going back and forth between photography and drawing and at that point of time I was going with drawing because I see everyone on OZ drawing so well, so I decide I want to draw somewhat decently. I tell my frined Platypus that I can't draw, jokingly, might I add, and she goes, "Well, then why are you signing up for it?" And gives me a face. Like she can't believe that I have the nerve to go to the same class as her and not be as good as her. So then I switch back to photography, and she goes: Oh, my sister took photography. It's expensive. And I respond: Yeah, but it's just a camera. It doesn't need to be that good. She goes: Oh, yes it does. And it'll be super expensive you know. Me: So what? I buy it. That's all.
Does she think I'm poor and can't buy anything?
She's also insulted my sister a lot. Even though I do that a lot too, she goes: Ew, your sister is weird. There's something wrong with her brain.
You know what? Thanks.
Next is Ms. Charlie the Unicorn. So my other friend promises to bring her soda, and everyday, my other friend keeps leaving without giving it to her. Then Charlie the Unicorn gets all angry and starts saying stuff about fining her. I mean, my other friend is doing you a favor. You should be happy you get it at all. And now you're going to charge them just because they didn't give you a gift?
...Things like this make me wonder if I'm any better than them. I have no idea what other people think of me. I could be worse. I don't know. Do you think I'm worse? ♥