My friend is never at school anymore. She was here for two days last week, none this week and none 2 weeks before. Rumors are starting about her, saying she's in depression. She's not ignoring me on aim or anything, but she speaks in monosyllables. I hate when people do that. It strikes as an image that they aren't interested in talking to you at all. My other friend told me to just leave her alone. I can't. Literally. I have this issue that I need to bug people until they tell me the answer.
The racist jokes about me are getting out of hand. Most of the time, the jokes are made by asians. It doesn't make it any better. I got a C today. My first time getting below an A and it's a C. Then the teacher tells me that even though it was for homework, it counts as a test grade. That brings my average down a lot.Whoopie.
I had a horrible morning. There's this one girl in the grade who's such a ***** but yet all the teachers love her for some reason. She acts so sickengly sweet in front of the teacher, and rolls her eyes every time the teacher looks away. She cheated today. She did her best to get me out in deskball since she knew I could actually play unlike her, and she won her way by cheating. And she BROKE THE FREAKING CLOCK. She knocked it off the wall, and nope, they still all love her.
It's really sick to watch.
I'm having the worst day of my life. Watch me poison myself. I even hit my head on the top of the car today.
Speaking of which, I still have to translate the manga for SDS. Which I haven't started yet. And I have to redo my C essay. And I have to do all my stupid homework. And I have to somehow manage to try and get my story from forty pages to two hundred.
...I'm screwed.
12:13 PM
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